Still have a few more dances with the Devil.

I know even know where to begin. College is quite the experience. This past semester and current one are going to test me to levels i've never been. Losing friends, money, classes, and time. I am definintely learning my true friends and true loves in life. I've been having a super hard time lately and there's always those moments when you don't think you can take much more and there's at least one person who can make things make more sense. I've lost lots of friends moving out of Fredonia and gained so many here in Thatcher. I've lost my fair share of them here too, and being far from home I've had to make my own family. That's exactly what I've done. I miss my family more then anything, my parents, my grandparents, my uncles, aunts, and my cousins. My family is the closet family I know. We are each others best friends. I love them. Baaaa I hope one day that life will all work out and show us the path we need to cling too. But there are the positive times too. I love my "family" i've made in Thatcher and I know my friends would do anything for me, be it little or small. and vice versa.

We may be loud, we may act like idiots, and people may hate us. But that's who we are. We love eachother for us, not for something we aren't...and I have THE BEST friends in the world, and I wouldn't trade that for all the money in the world. They make me a better person, and make me wanna keep going. I may fall but I know they'll help me back up. We aren't perfect and none of us ever will be, but we try to help eachother out anyway we can.